| ok well i've decided that i'm not going to post in this or awhile. plus i probably won't be online as much. just letting ya'll know. well i guess byes for awhile then. so yea, byes. |
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| well things are better now. i'm so nervous though. omgoodness! it's crazy! wehat sucks is that i'll have to be nervous for couple of days! aahhh!  lol oh well hopefully things will be good and fun and i'll have a great time. argh! friday is too long, i'll have killed myself with "ahhH!" by then.
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| omgoodness i'm so frustrated. how do you choose between one of your longest friendships and a new romance. how do you know? how do you put full trust in people that let you down, realizing the gamble that you may be taking? i'm happy, really happy and excited by everything new. It's so different than before, but i don't want people to get hurt at the expense of my happiness. i don't know what to do. i don't think that i have to make a decision yet, but that's what's going through my head right now and has been for the last day. *growl* why do people choose to be stupid and not think of the consequences. think about the problems that they are putting others through. it's been a year and those actions still haunt me. and now everything i do affects people that will get hurt. i don't like that responsibility, but i guess that comes with my actions.  |
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| this is me being frustrated
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